I like not caring anymore. Really helps reduce stress.

I never want to feel this terrible again.

I'm a narcissist.
I'm selfish.
I'm inconsiderate.
I'm unwilling to give others what they have more than willingly given to me.

I feel like a very lowly human being tonight.

I just got my Christmas present from my grandpa's "new" wife in the mail. It's a fountain pen. A fucking fountain pen. I'm pretty sure she hates my family.

My dad got an ice scraper for his birthday when there's no fucking ice in Texas.
Kayla got a Yosemite nail flie for Christmas.

I really don't want to see what my mom and sister got. Fuck you, Linda Scott Smith. Lay off my inheritance!